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chiggy wiggy boy
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Nov 3, 2009
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Re: LOVE or PAIN
Thinking. Can't stop thinking. Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day. That dream was mine. A utopian dream.
Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree. Pointy, like a star, you shone. So bright, yet not shining as a star would, But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard. You would not show off like a star. Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively - you were a star in my eyes.
But like all stars, you died. That gas was gone. No pull between us. The atmosphere was dry and I began to choke. I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor, drunken mother - I did not know what was happening. Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat. Wondering.
The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning.
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chiggy wiggy boy
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Nov 3, 2009
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Re: LOVE or PAIN
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.
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chiggy wiggy boy
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Nov 4, 2009
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Re: LOVE or PAIN
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.
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chiggy wiggy boy
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Nov 4, 2009
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Re: LOVE or PAIN
My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. Her smile had left us without a trace.
Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, often content, were very special presents that God had sent.
To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown.
Her wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft.
Her pain was felt throughout the land, to feel true misery is impossible to stand. I prayed so that when her hurting stops, I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.
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chiggy wiggy boy
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Nov 4, 2009
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Re: LOVE or PAIN
Sitting here thinking about you, I here you call my name, Rahul, Rahul, Rahul........
As I turn to see who's calling me I see no one, only hear your voice.
I glance across the room, To see if anyone else hears it too.
But no one seems to notice the look on my face.
I miss you so much, I keep telling you, But you don't seem to hear me.
Still you're calling out my name, only louder, As the tears rolled down my face, I glance around the room, And see you amongst my family, and friends The look upon your face says you're peaceful now.
I realized it was time to let you go. Although I will always love and miss you.
I turn my head to see if anyone notices you. Then I turn back, and you're gone.
I hear you, so very gently say, "I love you", "Good- Bye!" "Bye", I said . . .
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chiggy wiggy boy
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Nov 4, 2009
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Re: LOVE or PAIN
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.
Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.
And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid. And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.
For the balance of my days.
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chiggy wiggy boy
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Nov 4, 2009
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Re: LOVE or PAIN
You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry.
You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry.
You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry.
You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry.
You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry.
You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.
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roza the love guru...
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Nov 13, 2009
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Re: LOVE or PAIN
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.
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